quiet times.

Looking back, I used to dream to be this and that.. one of it was to study Psychology. Very interesting subject and I thought it might be smth of my interest.. well friends will know that I took a completely different course anyway haha! My colleague had recently just picked up counselling course and every now and then, she will share with me about some of the interesting facts about human development. Well, it is really a long process to shape a person. From the moment the sperm meets the egg, everything till the age of 24 will affect how the baby will grow into an adult. Hmm, I wondered if I have been 'shaped fixed' already.

Chinese New Year was the same as any other years.. quite sad that culture like such is fading with time.. what will all of us be like without smth we can fall back on and also to practise? Or maybe it is redundant to have such practices in the first place? I did not sleep for 48 hours.. hahah the first 24 hours was about work and sending sirhong & family to airport.. the next 24 hours was spent 守夜.. it was no wonder my eyes were red like rabbit for the next 36 hours.. since it was supposedly to be super bad year for me, I wore ALL RED for 2 days.. LOL! well well, definitely hope it helps:)

Other than some visitings and gambling and movie-ing, I had quite a fair share of personal time to myself to think and feel, to sort things out and explore.. even up to now, I feel like I am still in my rabbit hole.. to comfortable to come out. Maybe I am isolating myself.. but c'mon, who dont do that occasionally now? quiet times.. to myself for reflection..

I know I just want to live life once only.. and I hope I can live it to its fullest. So, don't talk about next lifetime to me... I DONT WANT!