It’s time like that when you start thinking and wondering about many things that you have intended to keep aside for a moment. In a few more months to come, I will be part of this rushing crowds, no longer sheltered in my comfort area. It is really a daunting thought and I never thought I would be experiencing this. I always thought that I am a brave and independent girl, not afraid of challenges, not afraid of falling and failing, not afraid of losing love and friendships. However, over the years, I have come to realize I may be wrong.
I am afraid of losing love now that I found it; I am afraid of losing my friends now that we hardly have time for one another; I am afraid of falling and failing and not having the courage to stand up strong as ever again; I am simply, a coward.
It is really true, the harder you try to grasp it, the faster it slips away.
So many things to talk about, but well, to who and how?
It just keeps building up, and it is becoming a little more than what I can bear. Actions speak louder than words, and now, they are speaking very well for themselves. Maybe once again, I can prove to myself yet another time that this does not exist, not for me.
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