life.less.

So many things to say but just by thinking about it, its already draining every ounce of energy from me.

All I can say is, it's been quite cold and lonely out here at the crossroads lately, I just wish that there will be someone to warm my hands and my heart. Sometimes the person who is there and wants to be there for everyone else, need someone to be there for him the most.

self-preserving.

I learnt to use this word when someone sent a SMS to me reminding me to be more self-preserving. Thank you.

count on, yourself.

Sometimes, it doesn't matter if you are attached or single, either way, you fight alone.

have a big heart.

It wasnt a pleasant week I would say, and I dun foresee that things will get any better anytime soon. And the good thing is that bad things do not come alone, they pretty much like to come in pairs, or even better still, in groups, making the situations even more challenging! How nice how nice.

I was advised to be calm, only with one can I think properly. Time is on my side and I should not be afraid of uncertainties, we live and learn. Some have to go through hell just to learn. I was told that I will be fine because I am hardworking. I was being encouraged that I will be able to figure things out because I am not that stupid. And it's like a jungle, should I be able to navigate well into the jungle, I will be the most thankful to you for the initial encouragement you have given me.

What will a woman be without career and love? I'm kinda confused. And I hope I do not dwell in self pity for too long that will make catching up harder to do. I hope that I really see things better, have a big heart.

You see me as tough and self-confident yea, you will see it soon, but meanwhile I'm going into isolation for a while.

it's random.

Walking through the crowd and seems like everyone gives way to you, you felt as though you own the world, but yet you ain't happy.

Time never fails to impress me with its wonders, its mysterious, its irony.. Each time I look back, I sighed and I smiled. Each time I look forward, I anticipate and I fear.

I want to come and go like the air, sometimes a gentle breeze, sometimes a determined wind.

Nostalgic.

I bite.

Damnit I'm pissed. It's either this or that...

Stay away from me, I'm biting.

Attachment vs Detachment

I don't usually get close with people because its hard to express my feelings openly.. Or rather, it may not be wise to. However, if I ever trust you enough to open that door that slightly bit, I will definitely treat you with sincerely, you can count on me I wld say! How is it that people are not able to identify what's real and what's fake?

When attachments are formed and broken, it's heartbreaking, it's sad and it's disheartening.. It's also scary because there is a sudden vacuum created that needs time to heal..

Sounds like a weakling yea..

If only i can strive towards detachment..